Monday, January 12, 2009

Sadness

I'm depressed today. To tell you why, I'll have to give you some background info.

7 years ago my aunt and uncle divorced. 
5 years ago my cousin (their unmarried daughter) got pregnant and gave birth to a girl
last year my cousin gave birth to a stillborn

My cousin has just started talking about committing suicide and killing her daughter. My aunt has had to put her into a mental hospital and flew down today to get my second-cousin and is flying back up with her tomorrow. I'm really worried about my cousin and I don't want her to hurt herself, but I'm more worried about my second-cousin. She'll be away from her mom and home for 6 months. I'm terribly worried about the stress this is going to have on her for the rest of her life. I haven't been sleeping well since I found out and I haven't been feeling hungry. It's just a rotten situation. 

2 comments:

  1. *huggles* Leeny, if it makes you feel better... the 7/8 orchestra played an excerpt from PotC... and I thought of you. And wanted to cry because of the position you're in.

    StarClan be with you and your family.

    ~~Dawny~~

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